I find myself walking in circles sometimes. Sometimes I’m walking halfway up, halfway down, then halfway up my stairs. Sometimes I’ll open a door, start to walk through it, then turn around and walk the other way. Why?
Sometimes, like a few moments ago, I have 15 things that I’d like to do pop into my head all at the same time. Because I’m impulsive, I pick the last thing, then as I start to do that, I realize that perhaps I should start at the top, no, perhaps I should stop and re-prioritize what I want to do. No, perhaps that’s too much, I think I’ll sit down, oh, shiny!
That’s what happens and it is probably one of the things that deep down subconsciously depresses me about myself. It’s just another flaw. It’s the voice of someone shouting at me to make up my mind. It pisses me off.
PS – I think I’ll go do what I was going to do before I got distracted…